Lathifah and I spent one Saturday night painting. We wanted to paint professionally but ended up doing this instead. She draw herself and Ihsan with cornrows as a failed attempt to draw his quite bald head haha. I tried drawing Mafteem but he ended up looking like a masculine guy with a sexy hip. My favourite part of the painting was the birds. It felt so nostalgic.

Camelia Ortega I miss you dearly.

Packed dinner in my favourite cartoon lunchbox.

Sunday night went over to his place to study till late morning. He has school the next day so I insisted on him going straight to bed and I would be fine on my own. Let's just say I'm not a fan of being alone. Try as I might to study bravely in the wee hours of the morning, it just didn't feel comfortable. Then there was that awkward moment of wanting to take a crap so I couldn't leave my things out in the open with no one looking after it so I packed my things and walked to the coffee shop and bumped into Tabung. He asked me how was I to go home since it was already late and there was no transport so I just had to tell him that I really needed to go and poop, explaining further why I had to bring my bag because Maf was asleep haha. After feeling so helpless I called Maf in despair and he came down, sacrificed his sleep just to accompany till the first train timing. Thank you.

/haaaawkward

Reached home around 7 in the morning, had a short 1 hour nap and woke up to meet Lathifah for a study date. We had breakfast nearby (she does not allow me to upload photos of her). We went to her place to study and waited for Haziqah. Lathifah has never cooked food by herself, except for maggi (how adorable is that?) so I offered my help to teach her how to cook simple fried rice. I haven't had this much fun with any girl I could trust since a long time. P.S. I am a great cook.

Ending this post with a hi-5 from my kitty.

Fiany was my model for my Art paper 2 research. Thank you so much for the help. I went over to her place on a Friday evening and caught the sunset outside of her bedroom window. We were on the 10th floor and it was the perfect scenery. I can't post photos of her until my exams are over. I took photos of her bedroom wall, very cute. After photo-taking, I had dinner with her family and had an open talk about my life and future with her parents. They truly are the most understanding parents any child could want. After that Fi and I did random song covers and shared our music taste.

I never know how to act in front of other people's families because I don't know how one works. I look at my own and I'm looking at nothing. It's nice to see love in a well-functioning home and still have hope for when I get to have my very own family. I want to love and be loved with someone carrying my blood. I may not have felt it for the past 18 years of my life and afterwards but I'm hoping for it when I get old enough.

0m@g@wadDzZ Nini w3 @r3 s0 g0rjuzZz

Sequence of events: (lazy to type my day out)

• woke up at 6+ to revise last minute on Chemistry
• reached exam centre around 9
• realized had left my calculator at home, borrowed from General Office
• made friends with private candidates, Lathifah and Arwa
• ~*~**science practical~*~*~~*~*
• walked home in the rain with Lathifah
• home, short nap, met Rinniey at Bugis, headed to Sarbat for teh sessions
• Maf came along
• followed Ush/Ash (sp?), Sad and Zakk 
• interesting fact: Ash and Sad have the same father's name, born on the same day and at the same hospital but are not at all siblings, how uber creepy and cool huh?
• Yanee and Zul came
• I ate twice in less than 3 hours, I am Princess Fatz
• I like food
• I peed 3-4 times 
• my bladder iz very tiny